Wednesday, February 25th, 2009
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12:16 pm
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Wow where to start. So much has been happening.
I'm 6 months pregnant now - I've only gained 5-6 lbs so far. But you can more than definitely tell I'm pregnant. My stomach is out there. He's constantly moving around and keeping me up all night.
I've had some health issues- some caused by the pregnancy and some caused by major stress on top of the pregnancy but all I can do at this point is hope for the best. Atleast the dr. reduced my work hours. That has helped me relax a lot more than I was.
We got a dog. A blue pit. He's registered and he's beautiful. BUT horrible timing on the dog part. Or should I say horrible timing at getting a new puppy.
Work is good.. I guess life is as good as it can be for now.. Hope all is well with you guys.
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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009
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10:31 am - mental exhaustion
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I am spent. Mentally and physically. I don't have a drop of energy left in my body to deal. I wish the dr. would just order me away from here because God knows I need it. I have held myself together through everything thus far untilk this very moment. At my desk. At work. with my office door closed. I'm not physically healthy. Mentally I'm done.
Worn out. Can't do it anymore. Done!
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Tuesday, January 20th, 2009
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4:05 pm - new baby pics
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you can see his legs WAY over his head.. hes totally upside down.
here is his little man hood. They took that one for Joey.
It was the most in detail ultrasound ever! We saw his bladder, kidneys, heart, etc.. he was opening and closing his mouth.. he yawned.. his eyes were looking around.. it was so cool! He weighs 10 oz right now.
I have 20 more weeks to go!
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Tuesday, December 9th, 2008
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7:54 am
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So Im almost 14 weeks pregnant now. Ive had 2 ultrasounds so far (bc my dr is the bomb dot com and is ultrasound happy). The baby was going crazy! wiggling around everywhere! We saw hands fingers arms etc. It was super cool cinsidering how early it still is.
We moved last week. I backed out of buying the house.. didn't feel right now that Im pregnant... so now I am in my dream house. I am so in love with this place. Its absolutely gorgeous. If we could ever get completely unpacked and settled I would be most happy.
I dont know what else to say as of now.. there is a lot I could say but we'd be here all day.
Hope all is well with you guys..
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Monday, October 27th, 2008
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12:44 pm - news
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uuhhh lets see.
Im pregnant!
and will be getting married sometime next year.
surprise!
current mood:  sleepy
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Thursday, September 11th, 2008
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6:50 pm - whats up people
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Thursday, June 12th, 2008
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4:57 pm - SATC
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Friday, March 21st, 2008
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1:21 pm
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Thursday, February 14th, 2008
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8:27 am - oh yeah.. here I am
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8:13 am - happy freakin valentines
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So I moved home. Got here January 7th. As soon as I got out of my car my mom told me my cousin Michael was killed overseas. I literally sat down right there in the middle of the driveway and lost it. He was 36 and it was his first time being there. Major Michael Green. Google his name and you will get a million results. then it was drug out for two weeks b/c it took a while to get him back here to the states. The funeral was one of the most moving things Ive ever seen. The people standing on the side of hwy 90 for miles and miles holding flags waving to us. That made me cry harder than the funeral did. I miss him.
The move home was an emotional one. I left a boyfriend behind. I thought he was a good one. Apparently I was wrong. One day the phone calls stopped and I havent heard from him in a week now aside from some confusing texts saying how much he cares for me but hates himself. I was almost to the point of getting in my car and driving there today. But why.. why chase down someone and make them explain this to me. He could just as easily pick up a phone and call me. I have the WORST luck with guys.
I started working at Chevron (pascagoula refinery) a month ago. I love my job. I work in the purchasing department. Everyone has treated me wonderfully. I moved in my new house. Im renting.. but it was my grandparents house. The house my real dad grew up in. Its a HUGE yard and everything in the house is BRAND NEW. So I have some positive and some negative. Im trying to be optimistic.
ugh. happy freakin valentines. Now that m home maybe I will actually be able to run into some of you.. I havent seen you guys in years. literally.
current mood:  confused
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Tuesday, December 4th, 2007
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1:25 am - Im moving home
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Thursday, September 6th, 2007
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10:52 am
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I climbed under the covers last night and I smelled you. Then I started to realize how much you are still there. Your towel in the corner. Your glass of water ont he nightstand. Your page still marked in your book.
Today is a hard day. I want this to go away.
current mood:  crushed
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Wednesday, September 5th, 2007
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3:08 pm - I have a new goal
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I want to come home and have always said that.. but due to recent events I made a decision.. but I do not want it to be a rash one so.. I am giving myself around 10 tp 11 months and I want to move home. Next summer. I will have been at this job for a year.. seth will be out of school. that gives me enough time to save.. and plan and make the most of everything I have not done int he last 2 years that I have lived here. I want to take a ghost tour, a carriage tour, one of the mansion tours. any tour of any place I can. Its time to venture out of my pretected bubble of summerville that I live in. I havent even been to myrtle beach yet!
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Monday, August 27th, 2007
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10:09 am - pics of seth and yesterday
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Thursday, August 23rd, 2007
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9:29 am - People confuse me
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I dont understand why people say things to others just to hurt them. To say mean and unecessary things to someone closest to them, for no other reason but than to bring them down. What did that person do? Nothing serious, nothing at all really, so why push them down and kick them while they are there?It makes me sad when I watch people do stuff like that. Just tear someone apart when they dont deserve it. Sometimes I would like to ask "why do you think you are better than they are? What gives you the right to treat anyone that way?"
People around here drink too much, and Im no Saint but I know my limits and I know I dont black out and it doesnt make me mean. I love this place and I am thankful for my friends but that is one huge downfall of being here. People drink WAY too much. the bar takes priority over things it shouldnt. It sucks.
I need a few says at home. I have been here since Feb. and that time wasn't well spent while I was at home. Two days went by way to fast. That's a stretch for me to go that long without a 4 - 5 day trip home. Thanksgiving will probably be my next trip. It sucks tho because when I go home - I know certain things have changed. I messed up a few things.. a few really important things close to me that I have been thinking about a lot lately. and I want to make it right butI dont know if I can. Home doesnt feel the same without her. Them. Us as a team.
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Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
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3:17 pm - "Sometimes it just wasn't meant to be"
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That's such a hard pill to swallow. Ups and downs and ins and outs. Take a step back and ask yourself "what was the point in that if there is no hope for the future?"
Seth got home last Sunday night. Mike drove him back. I had a hard time being in the same room with Mike. Its never really bothered me like that. I almost literally pushed him back out the door. I am just really through with him and his b.s. I have contacted my laawyer and chancery court and I am filing against him for my child support. Bout time I stopped bitching and did something about it huh? Oh yeah, I bought Seth a guinea pig and named her Apple.
Summers over... Life is the same. All good things must some to an end.. BUT question is.. was it ever really good? Or was I too hopeful?
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Thursday, July 19th, 2007
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10:59 am - Havent updates in a while
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Thursday, June 28th, 2007
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12:05 am - whats step 13 on the 12 step program
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Thursday, April 5th, 2007
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9:56 pm
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Wednesday, February 21st, 2007
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12:52 pm - TRIP HOME!!!!
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I posted a new blog on my myspace with pics, a video, and a story.. plus my autographs from rob and big.. I think rob is hot and I have a secret crush on him.. him and justin timberlake :)
go check it out and leave me some love
my myspace page
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